All Dogs Go To Heaven

Happened to come across one blog and discovered this tragic news. Bobby the Holland village dog had passed on.

Sad.

Though I myself do not have any encounters with Bobby. But he is one special animal. For which everyone who frequents Holland Village enough will know of its existence. Bobby will stroll the walkways of HV, and is the beloved dog of many hawker aunties and uncles…..

R.I.P Bobby, a.k.a the Holland Village Dog.

Knowing this piece of news brought back memories of Porky… the images of her kept flashing back in my mind. Scenes like when I opened the door, she’ll be there sitting up from her lying position, wagging her tail, staying close to me while I’m at my computer doing my stuff… sleeping underneath my bed… Though we did not raise her from young, the bonding that we had was a strong one. She’ll always remain as the special one in our hearts. To be honest, up till today, I kinda still blame myself for leaving the house despite knowing that something is very wrong with her on the day she died. I could have stayed by her side during the last moments of her life.. whenever I think of what happened on that day, a tear will roll down my cheeks….. When I got home, all I felt was a hardened body… it really made me cry…
Time flies….

Tweety had been with us for 9 years this July. Sometimes, when I looked at her, she reminds me of Porky. And I’m so afraid of the day she’ll leave us. Although she’s not staying with us for many years, AC will bring her as well as Polo back home occasionally. The last time I saw her, she looked old and she’s no longer hyper. She walked slowly and occasionally lie on the floor to take a quick break. Her fur had discolored… and she’s definitely less active…

I guess all pet owners will have to go through this at least once in their lifetime. I’m a weakling… and I can’t take this kind of emotional turmoil….. But deep down, I know that the day will come. I just duno when that will be. Only God knows……

The Filthy Rich People in Singapore

It’s disgusting how some Singaporeans are so bloody rich. Fuck man. The amount of $$ they spent on building one of their many homes is simply too extravagant. For some, we may never be able to earn that kind of money in our lifetime.

Unfair?

Well, as the Chinese saying goes : “Tong Ren Bu Tong Ming”

Very true.

Hai……….

Was at Sentosa Cove the other day doing visits (work related). Although the homes being built there is superbly nice, I cant help but to think is it all worthwhile, or rather, necessary to have a weekend, resort themed home? For the rich, yes. I can only dream to have one. I seriously do not believe that after the completion of the works there, the owners of the house will stay in there 24/7. More often than not, they will come during the weekends, or when they have a party to throw. The sea-view plots are all snapped up almost instantly. And the ones left are those which face PSA and some bushes. Sucks… It’s really a huge huge difference in price and the view and the kind of feeling at the various plots of land.

Went to 3 beautiful homes. Still under construction but almost 85% done up le. It’s amazing how the designers and architects can come up with the wonderful structure and overall theme and design of the house.

Fuck man. Every damn thing is big big in the house. Living room big, toilets SUPER BIG, swimming pool big… TMD. It’s just like staying at banyang tree lor, except that the view is a little obstructed with the vessels …. With private pool, Jacuzzi, sauna room.. steam bath.. gym room…wa lau eh.. I see liao I also drool lor. I WANT TO STAY THERE TOO!

1st House – Owned by some BIG BIG Shot. (sorry guys, cant reveal who)

1) bought 2 plots of land, side by side to construct a mega bungalow.
2) Estimated costs of this mega home : S$8mil
3) A mega long swimming pool on the right wing of the house, with reflective pool and a veranda for bbq purposes
4) The 3 bedrooms for the children are all pool facing with balconies
5) The master bedroom occupies the whole of 2nd floor of the left wing. Sea-view.
6) The bathroom is super big. I think it’s the size of living and dining room and one of my house’s bedroom combined. FUCK man it’s damn big lor.
7) Bathroom consists of 4 sections. First, an open space for the long-bath. Only above the bath tub is glass panel. The rest of the area is open space (no roof) according to the project manager, it’s for star watching while bathing. Second, it’s shower room. With shower heads and all… Third is the toilet… toilet bowl…. Basin… Lastly, it’s the walk-in wardrobe.
8) Basement for the maid. Full facilities like laundry area, maid’s room, toilet, and drying area.
9) Front car porch can house up to 4 cars.
10) There are a few trees blocking the ‘sea-view’ of the master bedroom. So guess what rich ppl can do? Pay $$ to get the management to remove/relocate the trees obstructing his view. Price to pay? $2,000 per tree. SICKO!!!!!!

2nd House – Owned by some BIG shot

1) Bought 1 plot of land
2) Estimated costs of this villa : S$4-5mil (including construction and building)
3) No swimming pool, but there’s a super long koi pool which runs the length of the entire house, by the side. (Wa she the koi very good life lor; heard that each kio cost $30k at least)
4) 5 bedrooms on the 2nd floor. 2 of which have full sea-view.
5) All rooms including the kitchen has a window with sea-view.
6) The whole of 3rd floor is the master bedroom. Sickeningly BIG and has a balcony cum attic structure. Something like a pool deck. On the deck itself is a Jacuzzi in the open with Great Sea-View. Just beside the Jacuzzi is a sauna room… and inside the bathroom in the master bedroom is a steambath room.

3rd House – Owned by some BIG shot

1) Bought 1 plot of land
2) Estimated costs of this vila : S$5mil
3) Very nice swimming pool. With special lighting effects. Little light bulb at the bottom of the pool so you’ll get a starry starry effect at night.
4) Nice front garden facing the sea, just beside the swimming pool for the owner’s children to play.
5) 4 bedrooms on the 2nd floor. Of which the master bedroom is also on the 2nd floor. (Of course the master bedroom has the sea-view.
6) 3rd floor houses the family entertainment room Which leads to a balcony deck (like the previous one) with Jacuzzi in the open. Another study/computer room on the 3rd floor as well.
7) More family-themed design

All the houses described above are based on IceQueen’s observation as well as the information given by the project manager. All are official visits. Then we managed to sneak up to one of the completed house across the road. This one is owned by the man who owns our neighbouring country’s premier destination on the ‘hill’ (Smart enough to guess??) really quite nice, managed to catch a glimpse of the exterior.. and took some pics. Enough to make me melt though. See it for yourself……………. And the coolest part of it all… the ‘mini jetty’ you own right in front of your house. Leads direct to the swimming pool. Can imagine the interior of the house should be pretty extravagant as well… Heard that he intends to buy over the plot of land just beside his house… for the purpose of guess wad……. A Garden……. Gosh… buy a piece of land… for a garden??????? Man……………………………

Hai….. too bad, can only see… see no touch.. no use…. No stay….. HAI………………………… Rich People..

So which is your favourite??? I like number 1!!!!!! The bathroom is to die for…………. Bathe under the stars… even raining also not scared.. coz got glass panel… and you can see raindrops splattering all around you, ma chiam in the forest bathing! NICE!!! And the swimming pool!!!! And the reflection poo!!!!! ~~ Ooooohhh~~~ I dun mind being the maid .. I have the whole basement to myself lor!!! With full amenities…

Hahaha IceQueen going to Sentosa Cove again next week.. this time to the condominium developments, not the private property.. another different feel.. will blog on that next week after the visit.

Then we went on to a SUPER MEGA BUNGALOW at Nassim Road…. For those who do not know where the hell this is. All I can say this place is one of the finest private residential area in spore. Behind Botanical Gardens. Owned by a super Big Shot. Nothing much to describe about this site because it’s still in its preliminary stage of construction. Saw the plan though. Damn freaking big with a mega swimming pool. Again it has the design of a left and right wing.. really a villa. A few more months, we will go again to revisit this site and probably by then, there’ll be more to see.

On the way there, we passed by quite a few other homes. Each has it’s unique features and 4 out of 5 will have this runway which leads up to the house itself, with a little roundabout and a fountain. Very nice.. oh FYI… amongst the residents/owners are people like one of the top judge in spore, some big bankers, and ship making tycoon….. just to name a few……

Some insights to places normal people will not get to see! Interesting.. Envious?? Hahahah that’s about the only thing which is interesting about my job.. but yet again, construction sites are really dirty and dusty.. and it’s HOT HOT HOT. It’s like you get the premier of a movie like that. I get to see these beautiful places and the progress of it’s construction.

I went to another site, this time in Singapore. Also very very interesting.. No nice view though. Serious. It’s a construction site. BIG SCALE. It’s Kim Chuan Depot near Upper Paya Lebar. This place will house the new MRT trains for the Circle Line. Something like a bus depot. But this is a train depot. And guess wad.. I’m the privileged few who caught a glimpse of the new MRT train, used specially for the Circle Line in time to come. Exciting!! It’s pretty similar to the black ones who see now on the tracks..from france. This is a underground Depot.. and it can house up to 40 trains.. planning to double the figure… Was asking the project manager how on earth these trains get transported to the depot. He said using containers… … berth at a particular place in spore.. then transport to the depot.. and using very special containers.. it comes with a device which allows the train to “slide off’ the container onto the track.. Amazing. We kinda requested to grace the event when the next shipment comes, on a personal request basis that is.. and the Manager kinda agreed Yippeeee!! Then there is this structure being built underground inside the depot which stores the spare parts of the train. It’s a very very interesting structure.. something like a pigeon hole structure, mega structure.. very tall.. and it’s operated using some computer equipment and there’ll be this ‘catcher’ thingy to get the parts.
P.S. For security reasons... I'm not posting any pics on this.. :)

Planning to go to the place where aeroplanes take off and land next week also.. also another interesting site to visit. Hehehehhehehe..

Been visiting too many sites and admin work is piling in my tray back in office…. People, it’s not that fun to visit these sites ok, because after every visit we are supposed to produce reports on the findings and observations. The trick is: to take many many nice pics, so the pigs reading our report will be distracted!! And so the emphasis is not so much on the content of the report. That is to say, can anyhow write!! Hahahahahahah

On hand I’d just finished 2 reports, on the Sentosa Cove and Nassim Hill projects.. To lazy to write on Kim Chuan… Take a break first…

Pretty no government today in office. The adulterous pair went to China on a so called business trip… but God knows what they do at night la.. At least it’s very quiet in office today. Or rather, for the past 3 days… The 2 of them are seriously getting more and more out of hand. Anyway, I can’t be bothered le….. Unless they come up with funky stunts again…

Shame On You!

Was at Paradise yesterday because there was some International Beach VB competition going on. It’s between Singapore, Germany and Switzerland. I tell you, the Singapore players are super sia-suay can! It’s sia-suay to the max lor! At first the exhibition matches are interesting. There are 2 Swiss male teams playing 2 on 2 and then one Swiss female team vs the German female team 2 on 2 as well. In fact I had actually seen the German female team on TV before. Kinda nice to see them play ‘live’. J But guess they are old le. If I had remembered correctly, both of them are above 30 years of age. Compared to the Swiss team, they seem to be slower in their reflexes and co-ordination not as good. Wa one of the swiss player (female) her name is Les I think, her body and legs are to die for man! Seriously, if I’m a guy and I see her the way she was yesterday, I’ll go like drooling till I drool a river haahhaahhaha. Wa lau eh, her legs are long and lean and chio chio. No tummy… not even an extra inch of fats in sight! Man, my dream body hahahah

Then the showdown..

It’s a 4 on 4 match-up between the Swiss team and the so called “the best players in spore” 2 guys and 2 gals in each team. Even before the match starts, all of us know that spore sure lose one. It’s just a matter of what is the losing margin. Lose, nvm you know. If lose, we lose with grace, isn’t it? In any case, the Swiss have the height advantage. Their female players are even taller than our male players lor! Let’s not talk about the Swiss guys, they are giants………… Guess what, within 5mins, the score : 0 vs 4 wa lau so ma lu! And there’s this spore female player (I do not want to name names) think she damn good lor! PUI! Fuck you ok.

1) Your attitude sux!
2) You simply do not have the sporting spirit
3) Your desire to win is getting too much in your head
4) Don’t shout at your team-mates
5) Don’t think you really is the “best player in spore” (or is it the worst?)

The few incidents that happened yesterday :

1) there was some kind of miscomm between the 2 female sporean players and both of them went for the ball. In the end, the ball landed on the sand. Wa lau it’s turbo ma lu lor. How can a team allow this kind of miscomm to happen??? The swiss must be laughing their asses off! And guess wad, that geh-kiang female player shouted at the innocent fellow saying in Chinese : “YOU STAND AT THE BACK OF THE COURT CAN ALREADY! WHO ASK YOU TO COME FORWARD???” wa lau eh, you think you are the coach ar? And do you know that even the spectators can hear you??? Everyone was laughing at you lor (minus the foreigners who do not understand Chinese) the innocent girl was so embarrassed, she moved to the back.

2) When the swiss team hits the ball over, geh-kiang will go like, in Chinese again : “GO AWAY! GO AWAY!” and seriously, the rest of the 3 players really go away lor! Split second, you see this empty space around her, as everyone moves away from her. Pls la! You think you are the only one who can get the ball meh? It’s a team game, not an individual sport can?

3) Again, when the ball was hit over for the spore team, geh-kiang will go shouting, in Chinese : “MINE!! MINE!! MY BALL!” then again, everyone will let her have her way..

Really lor, it’s a joke can. Can you imagine if the swiss players understands Chinese?? They will be laughing and mocking at us! You mean you call this team-work?? Or just one person dying to show off her stupid mediocre skills?

We are already at the losing end of this match, considering the following :

1) The Swiss have the height advantage. Sporeans cant even block any of the balls coming over to their side of the court

2) Team Spore spikes are like “kiddo kiddo” in the eyes of Team Swiss. Even the female can get the spikes from the male of Team Singapore! And set it nicely for her team mate to get the ball across again, keep it in play.

3) Our male players cant even get the spikes from the female opponents! MY GOSH………. The ball simply flew away. The male just cannot control the spikes from the female opponents. Ma Lu………… and the male opponents dint even dare to spike lor! Think they scared it’ll hurt the sporean male players man. And moreover, must give some face. Singapore is the host country for the event ma.

4) It is so obvious that Team Swiss is having their practice session only lor. And the commentator went like :”it’s the match we all been waiting for!!” oh yeah, I thought. The match we all been waiting for, to see how Singapore get trashed by the Swiss… YES. And I think for the swiss team, their practice sessions are more challenging than the match-up lor! This is too chicken feet for them.


Final Score : 10 vs 21 Swiss won, of course

That geh-kiang girl really shamed Singaporeans in a big and fashionable way. There were so many spectators… many of which came all the way from Switzerland to watch the game. And they must be thinking why is this crazy woman shouting all the time??

Even when AndySq came back from the courts to Paradise, (he was the referee for the event), the 1st comment he made was “Wa lau super sia-suay ar!” sia-suay not because we lost, sia-suay because she wade us looked bad!!!!!

Hai………………….. Is that the best Singapore can offer? The 4 best players??? My gosh….. So wad if in terms of skills you are good? Your attitude sux and you have no sportsmanship!

Anyway.. I take it as some form of entertainment…… the event goes on for another day, today… cant be bothered to go and see how we lose again…. Anyway the weather isn’t very good… gloomy… so decide to stay home..

Some updates on Paradise.. It’s official that Paradise will leave the Island. On 1st July, they will be having their last party. And thereafter, Paradise no more at the Island L Pending confirmation to move to ECP. But even so, the sand condition there.. the wind and all… not very good for beach vb.. and they need to renovate the place.. takes abt 3 months.. so due to open end of the year…. Kinda sad actually…….. it’s like they are the pioneer of the beach bar in the Island.. been operating there for 10 years. And have to leave that place they called home in such a way. In fact, the mgt of the Island already had plans to redevelop the area long ago but as bastards, they did not inform them of the plans when they sign the lease agreement.. and to top it off, the lease agreement was structured in such a way that after a certain number of years, either party can terminate the agreement at no penalty and the place is up for tender, for the highest bidder. All done, because the mgt already knows what’s the plan for that area. And the new tenant actually double the rent of Paradise to win the bid…… wad to do, big organization, loads of $$$.. Hai…………………………….

Got to go.. will be back later………… Adios…….

The Most Talked About Movie

Went to watch the most talked about show in town now. The Da Vinci Code. Seriously ppl, what’s all the hype about??

It’s just a ‘normal’ show. Probably for those who had read the novel, they will think it’s just a re-enactment of it, 98%. The balance 2% is the fact that in the novel, Captain Fache called Langdon while he was slping. But in the show, Fache looked for him while he was signing autographs for his book. The rest of the show is really very much the same as the novel. Well, for those who have not read the book, or for that matter, din’t even know that such a book exist, this show may prove to be quite interesting and informative. Ask me if it’s worth wad $9.50? Hmmm ok la.. for all the craze and hype for this movie.. It’s like freaking full house, ma chiam like watching concert can! The movie is pretty lengthy.. about 2 and a half hours.. sit until butt pain. L

I’m one weirdo who loves to watch controversial themed movies like this :p it kinda challenges your mind to think if it’s really fact or fiction. Especially when the topic revolves around religion. I lagi more interested. Not that I want to mock the religious aspects of it but to appreciate and learn more about the history of it’s origins and how overtime, we human beings can create and allow it to evolve into what we come to know about today. To me, Religion is all about FAITH. It’s having this spiritual “ji-tuo”. Is it necessarily a good thing? Well, if one can find peace in having faith with the Higher Power Up There, then I guess it’ll be good for one’s well-being. If not life would be meaningless when you have to face the harsh reality of life in general.

In life we all need SUPPORT, whether is it spiritually, physically, mentally, rationally or irrationally.

Sometimes when you feel really low and down, when everything seems to have collapsed in your world…. This is when the SUPPORT I’m referring to come about. But yet again, how many ppl can give good and comforting support to another person? Not many. Maybe that’s why, people turn to spiritual support. Knowing that their prayers will be answered.. that ‘someone’ is there to listen ..an answer to all your “why” questions.. I, too, say a prayer or two when I’m feeling so alone, when I feel that there’s simply no one who understands me, in hope that He will understand and comfort me and give me signals for an answer….

Why will this happen to me?
Why am I going through this shit?
Why am I always the one suffering?
Why will I get this kind of treatment?
Why do things happen in this way?

So many Why…

Answer??
I don’t know..

I myself is confused…As Robert Langdon said in the movie

“It is what you believe in”

What do I believe in? I believe that

1) No matter how hard I try to do something/please someone, it’s never enough to satisfy the greed of mankind
2) What goes around, comes around
3) There will be karma for the evil things/acts that you FUCKERS out there do
4) You will always live in the shadow of another human being
5) Word is the most dangerous weapon ever created
6) A smile wont kill, but by not smiling, it kills you off immediately
7) When you are hungry, you can’t think straight!
8) And to top it off, a hungry man is an angry man
9) No where is more comfortable than to be home
10) You need to have FAITH and DETERMINATION to start believing, if not, everything will fail.

And many many more……………….. The list goes on……..

“There are two kinds of people in this world, those who believe and those who don’t”

Cute Little Princess

Went to Laffles Hospital to visit AuntieJ who just gave birth to Princess No. 2. Very Cute!! She look so much like No.1 when she was born on last V Day. Just 2 size smaller. :)

To think about it, it's pretty amazing how a young life can grow in a woman's womb and ultimately being born into this world after 9 nine months. But yet again, it's a new beginning to a life.. supposedly into this world with hope and joy. Sad to say, life (like i always said) is a torture and filed with pain and hurt, having to go thru so much shit. Sometimes you just can't help but to think if you should be happy or sad for this little child. In time to come, life in this society will be ten times or probably more, harder to survive. Everything is going to be very expensive, standard of living shooting up sky high and intense competitive amongst peers and to be your best will probably drive you nuts. :(

Have you ever wondered why every baby has this 'baby smell' that is so pang?? just by smelling the baby around the head and neck area makes you high man!! hahahah Where does this smell come from? Then how come when one grows up, the smell disappears and slowly it turns from pang to a stench, stench from perspiration!! EeeeKkkkkk

Just last week, I went to my fren's house warming and we were also talking about pregnancy and giving birth. So my fren was telling us that her fren (Fren A) just gave birth a week ago and Fren A said that the pain from labour was so intense that she thought she's going to die. She was pushing so hard that her face almost turned black in color and when her husband saw how hard she was trying to deliver the baby, he told her he will buy and do anything for her next time. hahahahah then we were joking and say, Pui! when it comes to quarrel, everything also forget liao, where will remember the time during her labour and the pain she went through???? Buy things for her??? few months down the road, everything also complain expensive, where will remember oh yes, my wife is so wei da, went thru so much for our child and buy for her???? All stinko men are sama sama one, say one thing do another one la! Say soemthing nice just to pacify the female then when things coold own, deny everything at all costs! Idiots..

But seriously, the pain from labour is no joke. Especially for women like me with low threshold for pain. Think i'll die or think i'm going to die also hahahah The tummy ache i get form time to time already is killing me, how to endure labour pain?? and through many hours some more???? Heng ar, there is this wonderful medical invention call epidural. I'll be the 1st to opt for it, even before the contractions start, i'll go like "Doc, 2 mega doses of epidural please and another dose of driip on standby" hahahah but heard from AuntieJ even after giving birth, the pain from the contraction of the uterus is also very intense. She asked the nurse for pain killers and it's so bloody painful that it doesn't work, or dun seem to work. and she had a slpless night. But I guess all Mothers are wei da one. Despite how much pain she's going through, seeing your little one will just make you forget all about it, and you'll unknowingly smile and think "that's my little baby" Dun say, even I myself, when I look at Princess Eilis, i smiled :)

Placenta for a meal, anyone? Sounds pretty disgusting right?? But it's a fact! There are people who actually asked the Gynae for the placenta so they can bring home and cook and eat. Or eat it raw??? When I first heard it, I was going like WHAT???? EAT PLACENTA?? Can eat anot??? But the fact of it is that it is super nutritious and Ladies, it's super damn GOOD, BAGUS BAGUS for the skin, the complexion!!! People who ate are live testimonies to it, saying that complexion really super improved, better than SKII or whatever funky beauty products out there in the market. and moreover, eating the placenta will help you to regain your figure faster and wounds heal faster, everything also fast fast.. But I seriously wonder if it's true. Hmmm maybe should go surf the web to see if can find anything on it. :p But for IceQueen, if it really can improve my complexion, TMD, I buay gobble up the whole piece!!! ahhahahahaha I heard there are some who freeze the placenta and slowly eat.. very precious, cannot one time finish it. Ma chiam like bird nest.. heee

Anyway, really happy for AuntieJ for the arrival of Princess Eilis :)

Missing Someone..

It’s a funny feeling.

It is just weird that you will not miss a person so much when you know that he can be contactable…. But when the 2 persons are like thousand of miles away, the feeling of missing someone just kicks in so badly that it hurts. L

Yes, I’m missing someone.

Someone who had inflicted much hurt and pain within me and my heart years ago.. a decade ago? Now that this person is away in France for a long long time… I’m missing him.. In fact when I got to know that he’s leaving for a few years last Nov, I was pretty sad… I duno why.. But I’m glad that he still remember me, and bother to inform me on that. We did meet up for a last time, and a first time for many years also.. after that there was no news… until one night, he called me all the way from France.. and a couple more calls.. the last one on V Day this year. Thereafter, no news… Went into lh’s friendster account and saw that he uploaded some pics he took when he was touring Europe.

The feeling was overwhelming. Seeing him, as in the way he looks now and knowing that he is enjoying himself really made my heart go a little ‘ticky tocky’ The pictures are beautiful and so was his smile.. I sent him an email.. in hope he will reply.

*fingers crossed*

We had been through, or rather should I say I had been through a lot of Yong. It was like a classic. It’s been so long. It’s funny why sometimes you know that although what passed is history, but somehow, somewhere, somewhat, there is this little spot in your heart for this person. No matter what happens. And that spot in my heart is acting up on me again… I’m missing Yong. Just wondering is he really doing well in France, is he still eating instant noodles everyday?? Just want to know that he’s fine…

He once said:

You will never know that someone is so important to you until you lose her

You never learn what’s the real meaning of treasuring what you have until you lost the treasure in your hands

Regrets…

But to me at that time, IceQueen wants to be strong and I know that he is doing well in life.. so it’s very much he getting on with his life and me with my life… Until the day he told me he’s leaving… Hai……………

So wish that he’ll be coming back soon……

~Home Sweet Home~

I was on the feeder bus the other day, on my way to work and there was this auntie and uncle having this conversation on the bus. Abstract of it goes:

Uncle: Oh I’d been staying here for 21 years already
Auntie: Me too, time flies huh

When I heard that, I was thinking ya man, time flies. I had been staying here for 21 years as well. When I was still a little kid, I moved here. For a moment, I can’t register that it is indeed a fact that I had been coming back to this place I call home for the past days, everyday, for 21 years! No doubt the furniture and fittings are getting older, it is the ‘feel’ of this house that makes it what it is : My Home.

Nothing beats the feeling of being home, able to do the things that you want to, wear the clothes you feel most comfortable in, watch your fav tv prog, or just walking to the kitchen and open the fridge and ‘feel the cold air’ when you know that you do not need anything from the fridge! Haha

I guess that’s the exact reason why most people will go like : “I want to go home” when they meet with adverse situations. It is the place you find solace and comfort. Me included… when I’m sick or when I’m feeling so stressed up at work, I will whine to myself saying I want to go home!

Finally reached City Hall and I took a copy of Today newspaper to read. There was this article which caught my eye. It goes something like “Cat abuse in Singapore” Although I am not a cat lover, (I’m very much a doggie lover) my heart goes out to the cats being abused by fucked up Singaporeans. I simply cannot understand what’s the thrill of seeing a poor animal shrilling and whining in pain. The worst part is they cant defend and retaliate! And have to succumb to whatever that is being done to them. In the end, death is inevitable. For those luckier ones, they will live in pain for the rest of their life span. Fuckers out there who find abusing animals fun, WAKE UP your ideas ok. Imagine you are the one being tortured in the same manner, how would you feel??? There will be KARMA. I always believe in that.

What goes around, comes around. Fuckers, Beware!

I’m so WORN OUT!!
I want to SCREAM!
I’m so TIRED!
I’m so STRESSED UP!

Been embarking on the fucked up Project Production the whole week. And it’s not done yet!!! TMD. All the fuck shit stuff to dig, to rephrase, lao niang got to do it because the Bitch says so! Wa lau. Enough liao hor!!!!!!

BUT…….

I’m feeling much more relaxed today. It’s a public holiday and here I am staying home in this cool cool weather just slacking.. hmmm.. been a long week.. it’s R&R tme.

Time for some DVDs..

Adios…..

Project Production (Part 2)

Wanted to post this up the other day but TMD cant get into blogger website

So here it is :

Seriously, I am turbo pissed!!!!!!!

@#^%%#@#$^$%#

Project Production went big time sala. After Bitch checked thru the products this morning, she busy summoned me into her room and tell me I’d done wrongly. TMD. And so everything back to square one.

Redo, Re-check, Re-print, Re-merge, Re-chop, Re-EVERYTHING!

Re-EVERYTHING nvm you know. That bloody Bitch really very idiotic one can!!! You buay want to change this change that, and dun want to say all in one shot. People merge liao then say change again. TMD, I duno change how many fucking times can! And today only me doing, because it’s supposed to be my project and others have their own work to do. Wa lau eh. I really do half way I want to give up. I was thinking, tonight boh 12am no need to go home le. The most fucked up part is that no matter how many fuck times that Bitch wants to change the bloody template, I still have to smile at her and say ok.

But I think I had spoilt this whole exercise… kinda screwed it up quite badly. Hai.. feeling so angry with myself and at Bitch and Clown for taking it out on me! TMD the way they put it is like I kiam them my life like that! FUCK YOU la. I dun owe you a living, so stop treating me like your Slave can.

I’m seriously pissed PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dun wanna talk about it liao.

TMD these 2 days, I hvnt have a chance to do my work lor. Production, production and more production. Siao la.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Hai………………..

A consolation……… I just got a new hp.. N80 yipeee!! And yes I had boycotted the ‘orange’ svc provider and join the ‘red’ svc team. I am also so pissed with the stupid oranges who work for the Orange Team lor! Hai.. too many things happened too little time to blog and rant out here…….. Will try my best to fill it in the next time.

Time for ZZzzzZZZzzzzz..

Gonna be a long day tomorrow. More HAI……… Hai hai hai

Project Production

FUCK man

Fucking do OT until 10pm. Super tired.

Start off the day feeling quite motivated to work actually.. Finally got down to do ‘the paying function’ of my job. Had been sitting on it for quite long and this coming Thurs have meeting with Clown on the progress.. So die die also have to do something. Then the Shit comes.. Clown start calling me to do ad-hoc stuff regarding the knn system of ours. Need to go be interviewer and collate some data. Mutherfucker, ma chiam like I superwoman, everything bao ga liao lor! And Clown say must do by today 330pm somemore.

Nevermind.

Then Urgent Sissy came and chase me for the project I was tasked to do for Bitch. Wa lau, I’d already informed my colleagues to get it moving. But they also have other work to do so they kinda delay the project. After a while, Urgent Sissy came over and kinda gave me a mini lecture on our dept sitting on the project! Fuck you ok. Don’t think that just because your boss is Bitch you can give mini lectures as you fucking wish ok! Dun say I want to use rank lor! IceQueen chao chao also snr exec. You only exec so don’t come play punk with me! Just that I’m pretty new to the company and I’m still learning the ropes. But that doesn’t give you the avenue to ‘eat’ me can! And he uses Bitch to pressure us to get the letters out by today, in order to send for signatory tomorrow. LL, got to go get my 2 other colleagues to help out. And can you believe it, we started to print the bloody letters at 2 plus. Change the fucking alignment duno how many times. The font, font size and everything else. And that Urgent Sissy keh kiang go do duno what fuck merge in the end we cant print one shot, due to the page number constraint. And we have to print 4 pages by 4 pages! And the Stooopid printer that this LJ company has feeder got problem.. must manual feed one by one, if not it will jam………. Sigh…….

So me and Sneezy teamed up to print the 1st batch. I control the pc, she feed the ppr into the printer and paste sign-tag.. chop duplicate, dig original files out one by one and photostate the reference … and collate the letters into folders. At 6pm we finished the 1st batch. Everyone is tired… Including the printer lor! It’s so bloody hot that our even our faces turned RED! TMD. IceQueen duno exposed to how much toner waste lor! FUCK

All these additional fuck work like fucking alignment and photostate the ref all instructed by the Bitch! That’s the most angry part can. It is always us to do the SHIT work. Her ppl just play around the excel and word spreadsheet and kpkb that have to input one by one. Fuck la, come and try to print one by one and see who’s work more tedious la. If the fucking alignment a little too high or low, that Bitch will complain and so we got so many unhappy experiences b4 that now our dept are on our toes regarding this kinda teeny weeny issues. If not she will say we no common sense, stupid and etc… TMD. In the end we are so tensed up abt making the bloody letter as beautiful as possible…

Sneezy and company are the OTD gang.. so I told them after the 1st batch they can go la no need do OT. Me and Hunch and Bullyee will do the 2nd Batch. At about 630pm, Clown came out and make a whole load of noise why we are still so slow doing that bloody production work. And why this why that.. why need this why need that. Why do like this why do like that. I kept telling him, it’s not that we want, it’s the Bitch’s instruction. He also LL, because bloody Shit, he also scared of Bitch. He also dun wanna step on her toes lor! Bloody no balls! And guess wad.. Clown joined me, Hunch and Bullyee in the production work. And the 4 of us really ma chiam like production workers.. doing repetitive work for 3 more hours. Can you imagine at one point in time, we really stand in one line along the shelf and do work in functions… 1st person do something then pass to the next to do the next step and so forth… TMD. It’s damn funny la, really but at least we made jokes out of the TMD production work line. So not so bad. But IceQueen really very tired.. Eyes started to be blurry… started to print wrong pages and reprint.. …

Our department really SHIT lei.. do all the SHIT work. TMD. FUCK YOU BITCH! Your ppl so free, ask them to bloody do it la. Always bully our dept to do the work you dun wan your dept to do! Bloody Bitch!

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Production ended at 9pm

Clown treat us to dinner at Soup Restaurant…. But IceQueen already no appetite to eat le. Ate some dishes.. but only a little rice…….. We dong dong must wait till 10pm then go home after dinner. Because this bloody LJ company’s rule is can claim taxi fare after 10PM. So the 3 of us, Hunch, me and Bullyee tried like 10min to call cabs at 10PM. All in vain.. after duno how many fucking tries, then managed to get a cab.

FUCK

FUCKING TIRED AR.

ARGHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And the whole day wasted doing Project Production… And my enthusiasm in the morning about doing my own work all died……….. can you imagine I have to pull up my stinking socks to get that feeling to do the ‘paying function’ again…….. IceQueen duno if she has the energy boh. ..

Now, my stomach cramp somemore……. Not because of anything else, but because we laughed too much during dinner. Me and Hunch were again at IT! We just Cracked our stupid jokes and laugh non stop.. until Bullyee made this comment “I cant keep up” hahahahah but me and Hunch were having fun la.. Full stomach and Laughter dun go lor… So kids, do not try this at home hahahahhahah

Getting cranky le… meaning time for bed.

Enough

Enough of all this SHIT and FUCK work.

IceQueen badly wants rest. And it’s only Monday. Only consolation is that it’s a four day week, because Friday is a public hol. I just have to keep telling myself to look forward to that.

Hang in there Friday is coming.

Rally!!!

Did something new today. Something that can be done probably once in every 5 years.

Yes.

IceQueen went to a rally! The WP rally at Serangoon stadium. Fuck man. It’s fucking damn a lot of people. Ma chiam like go watch NDP sia! Just that no fireworks but lot’s of hammer banners and toy hammers being raised in the air. :p It’s like est. 18,000 people!!! The stadium is packed and there was freaking a lot of people standing, hovering outside the stadium. Actually wanted to go to the Potong Pasir one but it’s held at open field so was thinking must stand, so go stadium one better can sit. But FUCK. Was totally wrong.

Went with Jeepo. So drove there. First thing first, Super jam all the way from suntec to yio chu kang… second.. no where to fucking park the car! Everyone just illegal park, even so, also no where to illegal park. Guess it’s the election period so even if there’s like 10 traffic police, no car gets summon! Heard from reliable sources that instruction was given to reduce the number of summons during this period. Think garmen scared give too many summons nobody will vote for them haha finally parked at some hdb.. walked like 10min to the stadium.. as we walked along the pavement.. wa lau this whole lot of ppl q at the pedestrian crossing can…………. To cross the road… super mega many policeman to control traffic! It’s quite interesting actually.. people like me will probably never get a chance to vote unless I shift house and so many ppl were thinking, why this dumb ass will want to go watch rally and listen to the politicians ‘scold’ each other??? People standing at the field (main arena) were like raising/waving theirs hands whenever the speaker said something bad abt the garmen! Haha an interesting sight. How many times in your lifetime can you see/hear s’poreans scold the garmen in public?? In a funny way somemore!

But IceQueen thinks that it’s good to get exposed to this kinda thing at least for once in your life ma. Those shots telecast on tee wee are just snippets and the media may just show the ‘nicer’ part of the rally so must go see it for yourself

The weather is FUCKING hot and everyone is sweating like a pig, as if we are in a big sauna! We managed to get a small spot to stand.. but it’s damn damn far from the stage. Can only see ‘ants’….. then suddenly halfway through, this auntie just ‘slot’ herself in front of us and stand there blocking our view and treat as though nothing happened!!!!! Wad the FUCK? Jeepo was super pissed and I just told him nvm la… anyway she’s an elderly.. so just let her be… after a while, we left..

What an experience for me..

After that I went to meet ah tan and j for drinks. Supposedly… drinks….. the q to go up ww was like super long and not moving! Thought bouncer will be there so can cut q.. but Fuck think he not working today. Damn.. ended up at Gelare.. the drama for the day din end there….

We took a cab back…. And this taxi uncle is a bit the old la.. whole head white hair… but he still speak proper English and Chinese.. very sound mind…… so while we were traveling along Clementi road….. think taxi uncle sway a little off track and cut into the next lane by a bit.. so when he realized it, he moved back to his lane.. then there’s this super loud horn sound coming from the back. It’s a sunny. With a young toot toot driver (wear specs) and a passenger. He cut taxi uncle and moved to our side and kept pointing fingers at us and horned at us NON-STOP!!! Then he move to our lane in front of taxi uncle and abt 50m ahead, guess what he did……….

He just stopped his car in the middle of the road!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And kept horning for like 20 sec??????? Crazy FUCK. I cannot imagine how one can jus stop his vehicle in the middle of a road, when the traffic at that time is pretty heavy lor! Then uncle moved to the next lane… coz he’s blocking the way.. and he sped forward and came beside us and point fingers AGAIN!!! Nb!

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crazy man!!!!!!!!!!!! Taxi uncle kept saying what did he do lor.. he kept to his lane and obviously that fucked up sunny guy just wanna play punk lor.. BOH LIAO

those fucked up male drivers (esp those wearing specs) are simply incorrigible lor.. they either hog the roads… have plain bad judgement… indecisive…… or are like this bugger we met today!!!!! Eh Specky Male Drivers out there, think you guys need refresher course!!!!!!!!!! But IceQueen thinks refresher course also not enough. For goodness sake, just DUN DRIVE la! You ppl are just endangering lives out there can! To be honest my tolerance level for taxi uncles/aunties are higher.. I always tell myself they are out there on the roads, not because they want to. But because they have a family to feed.. to make a living.. so just let it go. Not unless the ‘stunts’ they come out with are seriously dangerous acts, then IceQueen will be pissed but if not.. I’ll just let it go…

Reached home safe and sound……

Pretty excited about the results tomorrow.. the polling results.. duno why.. even though I dun need to vote but just plain kaypoh about who will win/lose at which estate.

The notion about garmen is GOOD, because they give $$ to ppl like us.. and the opposition is EVIL because they are the touble-makers is simply rubbish. It’s just a thin line between good and evil. . I had long given up on that.

That’s why we always say, it doesn’t pay to be good. How true. No matter what good you had done, people will only remember the bad things. I wonder if the human brain has this funny filter that works in that way.


When there’s no EVIL, how do we know that there’s GOOD?
Without ME, there’ll be no YOU.

A picture says a thousand words.. so here it is….. decipher it yourself and think abt it.

It had been a super busy week for me. And this week just went by in the blink of an eye. So many FUCK things to do. So many things on my mind. Felt so stressed up. I want my life back. I want to rest. The fucked up bosses had been giving me a hard time at work. Demanding the sky, but giving just so little time to do it. And there’s so much ad-hoc stuff on and off. So everything is URGENT. Can anyone tell me which fuck thing is NOT URGENT? Everytime when someone tells me, “this is URGENT” in my mind I’ll be thinking “URGENT go toilet la!” but I can’t say that so LL have to smile smile and say “ok” sometimes I really feel that IceQueen is very fake. But yet again, that’s the rule of the game. Everyone is supposed to abide by the ‘smiley rule’ You have to smile when

- others tell you that work to be done is urgent
- point out your mistake
- admit that it’s your fault when it actually isn’t
- see someone along the corridor/walkway
- see someone you hate in office
- people throw work at you

Irritz!!!

Paradise No More

Went down to Paradise today.. the feeling is just not there.. sad… Jeepo is down with back pain and flu.. so dint really enjoy… was kinda pissed.. Jeepo keeping complaining about back pain… dint really wanna play ball with me, but Fuck man, he can play court?!?!? Today me a bit no form so the ball a bit fly here fly there.. and I know he dint like it.. but wa lau everyone has his lousy day isn’t it?? So what the FUCK? So in the end he went to play court and pump ball with other gals.. and I went sun-tanning…

So Jeepo was playing court while I was tanning…. And guess who he’s teaming with….9fishes!!

FINALLY THE TRUTH IS OUT!

Actually all along I knew that 9fishes goes Paradise.. but I din’t want to ask him abt it at work.. I just tell myself if ever one day we meet at Paradise then it’s fate ba. Today is he day man! He was so shocked to see me there. He went down with a couple of his frenz.. played cards.. just slack and he played some ball…

Then I asked Jeepo to pump ball with me.. reluctantly he did so… and after a while.. 9fishes joined in.. while the 3 of us were playing.. Jeepo kept telling me off, asking me to correct my posture.. not to be so stiff… blah blah… and I was already giving him the stares and he still dint get it!!! And he continued to make the comments……. I was *pissed* The thing I hate is while the 2 of us were playing, he did not make so many comments!! It was only when 9fishes joined in, WA LAU, his comments buay many many lor!! WHAT IS HE TRYING TO PROVE? That IceQueen is lousy??? Or he is a darn good coach???????? FUCK.

Then there was a free court.. so the 2 of them went to play.. I went back to Paradise.. ASq was asking me why dun wanna play le.. then I just ‘bian’ my mouth and told him Jeepo dun wanna play with me… *sad* after Jeepo’s game.. he came back to Paradise so ASq asked him “Wa you dun wanna play with her go play court ar!” Jeepo went like “oh then need to ta pi gu le” and he stick his butt out at me, asking me to spank.. I went like “Angry la, go away!” And he really did… then he got angry…….Wa Lan Eh… play wad fucked up game with me now??? Iyah after a while I cannot be bothered, seriously so I continued to talk to ASq and after a while 9fishes jio to play cards with his frenz.. and I just went over…… Fuck care Jeepo.

And after 30min.. tian bu zuo mei.. started to pour……. Dinosaurs and rhinos… big time lor.. and everyone ran for shelter.. after bathing… me and Jeepo left… Somehow felt that he’s not in a good mood today I also duno why… face black black…… then when I asked him if he’s ok (okok I admit I did ask a few times.. but I was concerned ma!) he buay tell me what??? “I’ll be ok if stop asking me if I’m ok” I was like FINE. What the FUCK. Never ask say I never ask….. ask already also kena from you. So what the fuck do you want?????? *PISSED PISSED*

Then we just went dinner and home…

While I was at Paradise, beachbum was telling me that Paradise was broken into a couple days back and they lost thousand over bucks worth of cigs and liquor.. those bastards took away the whole cash register can! My god……… that’s not the only bad news………. He said that Paradise may be closing down in June… they are going to return it to the ‘main land’ and it’ll be run by the new hotel recently built near Paradise………I was dumbfounded.. duno how to react.. 1st thing that came to my mind… no more ball to play.. no more slacking….. no more going to Paradise……. But beachbum did mention that the bosses are thinking of ECP as an alternative place…… okie.. reasonable… but well.. everything’s not confirmed yet.. so will just keep my fingers crossed for the time being……

Feeling very lethargic.. after the sun.. then the rain…. Going to have an early nite…………